Seriously, define to this immature girl (I’m talking about me) what the hack is Matured Relationship? How would you carry it? Is it a disease or some kind of meat pie?

Because I truly think that…

Maturity is over-rated!

Lalala~~~

I should get back to tanda my papers. Janaaaaa~~~


See my foot? nak?! (gaya ganas)

Don’t drive when your dad is next to you. He’ll whine about the side of road you take.

‘Dad, I’ve grown up. Can I just drive as I wish?’
“No, I am still alive”

It has been long since I last updated my blog. It’s not that I’m too busy. My internet sucks and now after so long I barely have idea on what to write plak. Dang!

Surely I’m not going to bleat about how I hate to get only RM 500 as allocated in 2010 budget (tetap bersyukur), not even about how I had to spend almost RM 600 this month to change a few stuff about my car tue, how my best friends are hardly get in touch with, who should I pick as my soul mate (do they have compass for this?...show me!), how hard it is to forget mistakes and trust it won’t happen again, how bored I am at Kuantan, how busy everybody is, why my shopping cart is never empty, why Nordin Mat Top is Malaysian and had extreme Indonesian bashing our country in their media and blogs or how I extremely dislike disrespect student (pandai tapi hampeh!)… I am just going to write about how confuse I am about not being able to write.

Really? ...I don’t think so.

O gosh, I surely got lots of so-called dark sides in my life. I envy those who write great things in their blogs while I am just writing how bleak my life is. I need sunshine~~~

Semangat….datang lah!!!!

You, wicked, evil…suhhh suhhh… I am trying to LIVE here.


i have no idea why this is here.

(~_*)

Despite of being underrated by them, I must agree to the fact that wearing a bright flamboyant yellow Baju Kurung would not make me less transparent than I already am here. Hahaha. Did I over-exaggerate on the fact that people overlook at my potential or my self esteem is now falling down into the pit swamp? Why pit swamp? Pedulik la.. =)

Being exuberant is no longer practical in class as the students’ attitude (some of them) turn me to that grumpy, mad, old teacher we always have in class. Now I know why some teachers have lost their hope in their students. Na-ah! Won’t let that happen!

Ignoring those who HURTED you is the best thing to do now. Especially to people who sengaja cari salah n buka aib kita so he or she can be less bitchy than us. What are you? (Mode; EMO~~~) Seriously, what are you?

Im covering myself with the black blanket. opaque, dim, strong, alone, hide+o+us... hideous.

but im happy. Happy as i should be.

Nak gi Holiday~~~~


SURVIVE AND LIVE

I forgot how to smile... let alone laugh~~

Teach me how to rise.

The Sound of Harmony and Blissful Revulsion

Describe a positive day in your life.




it's sushi time!!! with ana-chan(^_^)


another meal from noodles station. aizar-chan!


amazed by my drink*i miss u lemonade*(that's the name) and malu2 for the shot.(^_*)


the climax of the day!!! see how miraculous Gucci by Gucci on my pink shelf? yeaaayeaaa~~~

Describe a negative day in your life.

…

Haha…

If you know what I mean…Lalalala...

ok.. saya sgt stress skrg. sgtt!

namun, saya telah cube sedaya udaya utk jadi matang dan mengatasi stress dengan bijak.

....

masih stress...

...

masih juga...

...

hampir berjaya..

...

uhh..payah nie..

...

stress...

...

sudah la. saya give up! what's wrong with me? what's wrong with people? urghhh!!!

(T_T)

sekian.

back to work.

(pura-pura berjaya menangani stress, sebenarnya, oh tidak!)

“eika, arinie bday aku la”

*nganga*

“btol…”

OMG! I am a very bad-horrifying-terrible-awful friend. I was sitting next to my good friend all night smlm as we lepak maen teka teki n watch Confessions of a Shopaholic, and I took no notice of the date. It was masa im wif him in the car as he was sending me home at 2 am, that he pop that sentence out n i was like... *eika, u sucks!* I didn’t even remember sket pon n siap argue on the date. Curse me or what so ever, Syafiq, im sori! Aku mmg tak egat dude! We are good friend right? Good friend won’t fight aite? N he did not marah sket pon bile aku lupe! Waa… aku kejam dowh! ini kesan dari kekacauan hidup yg mmbuat ku lupa (alasan...)tp syafiq, mak aku ckp mmg jiwa aku kacau pon sejak 2 menjak neh (alasan lagi...) Heee, hepi bday Syafiq! Pasal awek yg ko nk ngorat tue, nnt kite buat plan baeek punya ehhhh!!

To those who like Sophie Kinsella, do watch this movie. I lyke it a lot! Haha…Isla Fisher as Rebecca Bloomwood is so damn cute n funny. And Hugh Dancy as Luke Brandon…Owh, I fall in love with Luke!! I wish I can have someone like him. Arrrgghh… (meroyan) To convey a story from book to movie, not easy kot. I anticipate this to be good bcoz I like the series a lot n thank god, it worth it. At least it made my day. It did make me realize that for the negative side we have, it’s not that dire. What we need is…Luke! Hahaha… Owh Luke~~~~ (^_*) So, enjoy the movie! For me, movie nie best ke tak, based on that individual's perception. Like when I said my butt does look like JLo million dollar butt… who cares.

Ngehehehe…