it's not going to be easy~~

tak reti nak stat dari mane. secara ringkasnye..
first day skolah.? 9.00 am "where is teacher Nor Zulaikha?" teruk btol aku . strategi=lari dari mencapup kt assembly. berjaya! ngEheheh~~
jadual? tgh blajar wat larian itik (simbol itik kerana daku katik mcm itik dari blakang *sigh*). ayat my guru kanan: eika, is that your maximum speed? soBsoB =(
students? mula2.. muka garang..pastu..ala, baeknye.. tak smpy ati aku~~
chegu2? owh..MESRA~~(gaya bob AF)
classes? english form 2 n form 4. EST form 4 (tangan menggigil).
other duty: penyelaras english form 2, guru persatuan silat (klakar sih!), hockey team, rumah sukan (hidup kuning!), homeroom students (da dpt anak2), name in guru pengiring list da ade da awal2 and mcm2 la lagi. tunggu nk wat muke spastik je kalu en. asmui suro aku jadi warden. (owh..saya boleh..boleh..boleh sgt..(*.*))

kesimpulannye, i'm still in the process of digesting all this. it's too much for me to swallow pon. well, kne blajar byk nih. yang pressure me the most is that i have to live up to their expectation. kne keluarkan A class students so i kne jadi good teacher dlu and the thing is skill in teaching msty excellent. kne knowledgeable, all-rounded, berkepimpinan. mmg kne jadi guru yang berdedikasi dan tak boleh ckp tak boleh la pendek katenye. owh! the competition has started neh. and i dont know how to fight. this is hard..not to give up but at least i need some back up.(~.~) da la i dont have transport to ronggeng. sangat la tertekan. (bagaimana aku harus berubah lagi) my bus yesterday to kl, delayed for 2 and a half hours. mmg pnat da tahan sabar. baru nak bsyukur dpt gak naek bas, tp cesss...!

the thing that i hate to admit is that i dont have the confidence to be a teacher. before this i slalu ngan muke toya tak rase ape2, kire ade la kyakinan dan hasrat jd chegu yg berdedikasi lagi. tp masuk je that school, other teachers sume nampak tere2. even the new teacher yg masuk ngan me pure 'tEsL'ian dari sydney. n im just a DPLI student who took a year course in TESL. well, to be honest, rase rendah diri jugak. (T_T) sian daku~~~ kne blaja kuat neh. kne berubah! ( buat gaya action kamen sin chan) kwn2 tolong yea~~

my sis nurul dapat SMSains KT. owh...a good school indeed. i've seen the ranking of this school for spm, top 10 jugak ant sbp. tp i prefer die pegi MRSM. not just because her sis n bro dari MRSM, tp i rase MRSM tak terikat mcm SBP/SMS. MRSM lg relax n u kne byk blajar sendiri. so your effort mmg sgt ptg utk dpt ape u nak. it's not that sek. harian tak bagus, it's just for me, when you are in boarding school, you will learn lots more. you will be awaken and inspired by people who are on the same path as yours. bak kate ma n abah 'kne ajar jgn sgt bgantung pada org'. skrg kne naekkan my SBPIK tuk excel like others, kne jadi GTEika! huh...huh..it's not going to be easy~~~(sambil memandang langit, buat muka kucing shrek dan menjerit sayu)