it's not going to be easy~~

tak reti nak stat dari mane. secara ringkasnye..
first day skolah.? 9.00 am "where is teacher Nor Zulaikha?" teruk btol aku . strategi=lari dari mencapup kt assembly. berjaya! ngEheheh~~
jadual? tgh blajar wat larian itik (simbol itik kerana daku katik mcm itik dari blakang *sigh*). ayat my guru kanan: eika, is that your maximum speed? soBsoB =(
students? mula2.. muka garang..pastu..ala, baeknye.. tak smpy ati aku~~
chegu2? owh..MESRA~~(gaya bob AF)
classes? english form 2 n form 4. EST form 4 (tangan menggigil).
other duty: penyelaras english form 2, guru persatuan silat (klakar sih!), hockey team, rumah sukan (hidup kuning!), homeroom students (da dpt anak2), name in guru pengiring list da ade da awal2 and mcm2 la lagi. tunggu nk wat muke spastik je kalu en. asmui suro aku jadi warden. (owh..saya boleh..boleh..boleh sgt..(*.*))

kesimpulannye, i'm still in the process of digesting all this. it's too much for me to swallow pon. well, kne blajar byk nih. yang pressure me the most is that i have to live up to their expectation. kne keluarkan A class students so i kne jadi good teacher dlu and the thing is skill in teaching msty excellent. kne knowledgeable, all-rounded, berkepimpinan. mmg kne jadi guru yang berdedikasi dan tak boleh ckp tak boleh la pendek katenye. owh! the competition has started neh. and i dont know how to fight. this is hard..not to give up but at least i need some back up.(~.~) da la i dont have transport to ronggeng. sangat la tertekan. (bagaimana aku harus berubah lagi) my bus yesterday to kl, delayed for 2 and a half hours. mmg pnat da tahan sabar. baru nak bsyukur dpt gak naek bas, tp cesss...!

the thing that i hate to admit is that i dont have the confidence to be a teacher. before this i slalu ngan muke toya tak rase ape2, kire ade la kyakinan dan hasrat jd chegu yg berdedikasi lagi. tp masuk je that school, other teachers sume nampak tere2. even the new teacher yg masuk ngan me pure 'tEsL'ian dari sydney. n im just a DPLI student who took a year course in TESL. well, to be honest, rase rendah diri jugak. (T_T) sian daku~~~ kne blaja kuat neh. kne berubah! ( buat gaya action kamen sin chan) kwn2 tolong yea~~

my sis nurul dapat SMSains KT. owh...a good school indeed. i've seen the ranking of this school for spm, top 10 jugak ant sbp. tp i prefer die pegi MRSM. not just because her sis n bro dari MRSM, tp i rase MRSM tak terikat mcm SBP/SMS. MRSM lg relax n u kne byk blajar sendiri. so your effort mmg sgt ptg utk dpt ape u nak. it's not that sek. harian tak bagus, it's just for me, when you are in boarding school, you will learn lots more. you will be awaken and inspired by people who are on the same path as yours. bak kate ma n abah 'kne ajar jgn sgt bgantung pada org'. skrg kne naekkan my SBPIK tuk excel like others, kne jadi GTEika! huh...huh..it's not going to be easy~~~(sambil memandang langit, buat muka kucing shrek dan menjerit sayu)

Wohoho..

The parents-to be still sibuk ngan preparation as usual~~oH! it's a boy. (bjaya tahu!)

yesterday was a hectic day for me. i planned to went out with razif and suddenly knowing shamira is here in msia, so kuar la lunch ngan shamira juge. kami bertiga went for lunch at sakae sushi. err..saye tak reti komen. yg pasti i dont like raw shusi. tp harga kat situ mmg tak mahal sgt(razif punya ayat). sushi2 laen saya suke bangat. bento saya ok. tp i think i dont really like japanese food la. sushi je i lyke. or mybe because i try byk sangat so jadi pening. hehe. my advice, u should menikmati satu2 at a time. nie tamak sume nk balun. ngEhehe..

yesterday mmg best sebab terserempak ngan ramai org. ms kat aunty anne's jumpe izadira yg sangat cute. "ini chegu ke?" soalan yg pertama kuar. mengapa? saya tidak seperti chegu ke iza~~

lepas mkn shusi, we lepak at starbucks. borak2, debat2. i really like shamira shahar dari dulu dowh. she's amazing! tgh lepak2, as usual Ub yg kerja dekat2 situ datang. oh! razif n UB mmg slalu jumpa. at times i thought they are gay. well, both admit they are bi. haha. padan muke, sape suro wat lawak. kan i da kuar statement mmg korg gay. (kiddin la!) ooo..UB single n hensem. i tried to flirt with him but razif said "Ub tanak pon" dengan nada samade jeles@ menghina. ces!

then we ate dinner at Pizza (see how i get the nickname 'muk? makan lagi!) jumpe la plak ngan miss wan sabrina. my schoolmate at pandan indah. untung skola byk2 neh. kawan pon byk. just tak egat je masalahnye. haha. kejam. tp miss sabrina kompem la egat.

after that, g ronggeng kt BB n karoke ngan moy, fyeera n pian lak. very penat u know. but it was extremely fun! thx ya all!!!

by the way, my new school=Sekolah Berasrama Penuh (SBP) Integrasi Kuantan. sedeyhnye tak dapat KL. harap2 i'll b teaching english dgn great! abah kate 2 jam je dr KL. so, saya pon redha n tawakkal la.. 12hb lapor diri. at least kne 2 years kat sane. soBsoB.. ajarkan aku apa itu kesabaran~~~~ (T_T)

Bless Palestine!

takDe ape yg nak diucap. Bumi Al-Aqsa benar akan jadi tanah syahid dari dulu sampai skrg. Saudara kite di Palestin la insan2 terpilih yg mjadi benteng pertahanan kepada al-Aqsa, kiblat pertama umat Islam dan juga masjid ketiga suci bagi umat Islam. dari dulu lagi mereka berada dibarisan hadapan kepada umat Islam, bertarung nyawa, harta, bersama anak2 dalam menentang musuh Allah dan mempertahankan Masjid al-Aqsa. Tah bile sume nie akan berakhir. pastu takDe ape duNia leyh wat. Protes sana sini, diorg yg sememangnya kejam tak peduli. kita pula, mari usaha sedikit, even a doa pon bole. sister and brother, let's pray for all this to end soon. We are one ummah; mcm a body jugak. satu bahagian sakit, seluruh badan merana. di kala saudara2 kite di kejami, adakah kite turut rase sakitnye? you, yourself should know the answer. Stop this aggression immediately!

I've been tagged~~ by Iza

1ST TAG
TAGGING INSTRUCTION: You are being tagged!The rules are to upload the 5th photo from the 5th folder on ur computer.I am told that u turn into a frog if u break the rule. Then, the person u tag, tagged 5 more people. Please add ur tagged photo to the "I've been tagged"

tAdaaa! i actully have folders in folders. so i pick the 5th picture in my first folder which in the 5th folders in my comp(*_*). i'm a bit organize sket and like to arrange my stuff in details (ngEhhehe). it turns out it's my kino's friend. glad to be there. kalu tak, tak jumpa pakNgah n iza yg chumel. n some other great people!

2ND TAG -
1. Do u think u are HOT?
panas ke? tahla. korg jwp la sdr utk eika.

2. Upload a fav pic of you

eika@melaka

3. Why do u like that picture?
i found myself still having people who truely love me for who i am and will never left me for my fraility. WahahAHa..

4. When was the last time u ate pizza?
OMG! err..2 month ago? kt klia mase antar my lil bro back to france.

5. The last song u listen too?
cold play- fix you

6. What are u doing right now besides doing this?
berangan (sempat lagi tue!)

7. What name do u prefer besides yours?
im in love with my name ever since! no way i will menduakan my name. ngEh!

8. People to tag
Sape2 aje~~

Question 9-13 tak dpt dijwp sbb berkaetan ngan no.8. hehe..

owh, saye mmg teruk wat tag ini. abeh la jadi katak~~korg buatla eh. maaf yea iza! i luv ya!iza=cutie!

Tagged by Onny

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
eika
ka
muk' (nama manja yg sungguh kejam)

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1/12 (birthday)
22/4 (first time i met him)
28/11/2010 (My promise to moh and ayu)
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Dance
Eat
lepak ngan beri, sis, bro fai n family

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS FOR NOW:
Right now (NaNaNa)-akon
Fix You- coldplay
stand up for cancer (various artists)

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Hanafi (kawan baek darjah 5)
naim before we had the fight
arwah nenek

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
jeans
car
Doa

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
blogging
dancing
lepak2

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
bandung
paris
australia

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:
naruto!!!
ichigo~~
chibi maruko chan

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
midVal
KLCC
Pavilion

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
ice Lemon tea
Milo
hoNey Dew

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
PhonE
WallET
Perfumes

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
shOcking Pink
Black
Green pucuk pisang

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
Mall
mamak
Mummy's house

TOP THREE FOODS U LOVE SO MUCH:
char kuey teow!
nasik (haha)
donuts (beri ajar)

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
eika's lappy
eika's organizer
eika's beri (err..thing gak kan?)

THREE THINGS YOU’LL BE DOING TOMORROW:
check posting school
plan hangout
berangan jadi chegu mithali

THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
tag by onny
saje je
no idea

TOP THREE WHY YOU ARE BUSY AT THIS TIME:
busy plan future
keep up with frens
makan blum lg. haha..

THREE PERSON YOU WANT TO TAG
sape2 aje yg sudi.. hehe..

(^_^)

this new year started with a shopping day. the parents-to-be;my angah and bro fairul, are busy with the preparation. due this februari lol! i'm the one yg gelabah compare to them. i called the baby fadhil and i received rejection from the daddy who wanted the name haikal. tak kisah la i stil want to call him fadhil. haha. but if it turns out to be she, we agree on alia. eh, anak sape neh? nyibuk lak aunty die. i can see that this first cucu of mama n dada will dimanjakan oleh kami. *wink*

earlier preparation. not well place yet.

the baby can be clearly seen from changes of the back n front of angah. ngEhehe..

i had to drive to midVel because they were tired-working-couple

angah getting excited

angah ignoring me n the cam (more excited)

both had found a perfect one n berangan2 with the pram/stroller

but in the end, we end up buying nothing. the parents-to-be were very cerewet ngan style, brand, and the practicallity. as usual they survey and later in one shot akan memborong. angah plak dah get the swelling feet, poor her. we are so excited with this newborn. hope everything will turn out great.

did i tell you i got my posting result already? SBP! is it bad or good, i dont know. but i'm freaking scared right now. the state and school will be out this monday. fuh..fuh...fuh.. relax. enjoy your day everybody! God bless!!