Monday, March 23, 2009

cracking the nut~~


Would it be a test or a sign?
Would u regain or resign?
Either way, someone has to lose in order for u to win.
And sometimes it needs a few loses for you to gain everything u need
and that everything you need is not always what you want.
Feel the pain
n endure the loss
That would be even the most decisive things in your life,
like your heart and worst, your pride.
Funny.
~aBsoluTe myEqa~

wooooo...~~~ alunan tangan sambil mengoyang badan.
Gile hectic-head shaking-quelling of nausea-life i had man! lots of things that i don't like tp kene gak buat.. makes me nak scream 'weiii, jgn membesar! teruskan jadi budak2..aman!' haha. but then, this is life. like my mom ckp.. 'egat hidup neh senang ke?. it won't be easy. we yg make it easy. n teruk macam mane pon, kite yg patut ceriakan hari2 kite' lalu my tears pon menitik2 kat phone tue sambil try to control my voice so my mum would know how macho her daughter is, mengharung hidup ini. poyo lah! pastu my phone pon rosak. walawei..gile trajis!

here's a few recaps yg me nk wat...

Hari sukan= hari tanned sedunia. i have to suffer a month n sampai skrg kegelapan idup ini. gile kejam!


Hurayyy! Bro fai nye bday n Wed Qila cute-darl-charming-prince n princess (sedeyh tak dapat cupcake yg cute tue je) make my day!

MSSM chess(adakah aku terer main chess? jengjengjeng. mari lawan!)- kisah klasik yg menghitam putihkan idupku. sobsOb...

ada lg satu.. Amirul Haikal. tapi tak sempat nk tgkap gambr my new bf tue. amirul haikal, jgn nakal2. nnt pukul krg!

ok, sape free n nak g holiday, sile ajak me k! i need ME!!!!!
p/s (bukan utk tontonan umum): pendek, gemuk, hudoh?...ordinary? warna ijau tua? suke ati dikau la... bahagia kah bgtu?