I forgot

I forgot how to smile... let alone laugh~~

Teach me how to rise.

Sound of the Day

The Sound of Harmony and Blissful Revulsion

Describe a positive day in your life.




it's sushi time!!! with ana-chan(^_^)


another meal from noodles station. aizar-chan!


amazed by my drink*i miss u lemonade*(that's the name) and malu2 for the shot.(^_*)


the climax of the day!!! see how miraculous Gucci by Gucci on my pink shelf? yeaaayeaaa~~~

Describe a negative day in your life.

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Haha…

If you know what I mean…Lalalala...

Haaaaaa!

ok.. saya sgt stress skrg. sgtt!

namun, saya telah cube sedaya udaya utk jadi matang dan mengatasi stress dengan bijak.

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masih stress...

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masih juga...

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hampir berjaya..

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uhh..payah nie..

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stress...

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sudah la. saya give up! what's wrong with me? what's wrong with people? urghhh!!!

(T_T)

sekian.

back to work.

(pura-pura berjaya menangani stress, sebenarnya, oh tidak!)

~confession~

“eika, arinie bday aku la”

*nganga*

“btol…”

OMG! I am a very bad-horrifying-terrible-awful friend. I was sitting next to my good friend all night smlm as we lepak maen teka teki n watch Confessions of a Shopaholic, and I took no notice of the date. It was masa im wif him in the car as he was sending me home at 2 am, that he pop that sentence out n i was like... *eika, u sucks!* I didn’t even remember sket pon n siap argue on the date. Curse me or what so ever, Syafiq, im sori! Aku mmg tak egat dude! We are good friend right? Good friend won’t fight aite? N he did not marah sket pon bile aku lupe! Waa… aku kejam dowh! ini kesan dari kekacauan hidup yg mmbuat ku lupa (alasan...)tp syafiq, mak aku ckp mmg jiwa aku kacau pon sejak 2 menjak neh (alasan lagi...) Heee, hepi bday Syafiq! Pasal awek yg ko nk ngorat tue, nnt kite buat plan baeek punya ehhhh!!

To those who like Sophie Kinsella, do watch this movie. I lyke it a lot! Haha…Isla Fisher as Rebecca Bloomwood is so damn cute n funny. And Hugh Dancy as Luke Brandon…Owh, I fall in love with Luke!! I wish I can have someone like him. Arrrgghh… (meroyan) To convey a story from book to movie, not easy kot. I anticipate this to be good bcoz I like the series a lot n thank god, it worth it. At least it made my day. It did make me realize that for the negative side we have, it’s not that dire. What we need is…Luke! Hahaha… Owh Luke~~~~ (^_*) So, enjoy the movie! For me, movie nie best ke tak, based on that individual's perception. Like when I said my butt does look like JLo million dollar butt… who cares.

Ngehehehe…

w.o.r.d.

I tried to not make this blog too personal. I rather talk about my students, my handbags, my school, the cabinet, PPSMI and so on. Err… did I say ‘my’? Damn! Yet, on issues regarding how tremendous I’ll b with Mark Anthony or Lah Ahmad, I rather skip to the part where I forgot my laptop password for the first time ever. Hah! It turned out that I am predictable kot bcoz one of my friend managed to teka my password (after being told the first word) Wtf???!!! Well, lately I kinda blur, disorganize n tahla… distorted? Haha.

Talking bout life let me tell u a secret. I am terribly-awfully- offensively- dreadfully- intolerably hurt with myself now. Lalalala~~~

My friends did tegor how me being subtext n the troubles that gets me in. I know words sometimes being twisted explicitly by me and they do not become something understood by people. My thoughts and motives are only covered in an aside. Oh, I apologize dear. I just cant help it.

I went for BENGKEL PENGARAHAN TEATER last weekend with dozen of theater people and some of them are quite prominent. The speakers include Ahmad Yatim and Johara Ayub. It was fabulous. Oh ya! here egat nk upload pic my team masa Drama Competition kt Faris Petra ari tue. tp tah pape tah takleyh. pukul jugak krg blogspot neh! anyway, we won fifth place. Ok la. For latihan seminggu sejam n props yg 2 3 kerat. team laen blatih bebulan2 n props sampai seribu. So, congrats guys!! Next project would be my choral speaking team plak. Hehe…any idea how to do this? Call me. (^_*)

cracking the nut~~

Would it be a test or a sign?
Would u regain or resign?
Either way, someone has to lose in order for u to win.
And sometimes it needs a few loses for you to gain everything u need

and that everything you need is not always what you want.

Feel the pain

n endure the loss
That would be even the most decisive things in your life,

like your heart and worst, your pride.
Funny.

~aBsoluTe myEqa~

wooooo...~~~ alunan tangan sambil mengoyang badan.

Gile hectic-head shaking-quelling of nausea-life i had man! lots of things that i don't like tp kene gak buat.. makes me nak scream 'weiii, jgn membesar! teruskan jadi budak2..aman!' haha. but then, this is life. like my mom ckp.. 'egat hidup neh senang ke?. it won't be easy. we yg make it easy. n teruk macam mane pon, kite yg patut ceriakan hari2 kite' lalu my tears pon menitik2 kat phone tue sambil try to control my voice so my mum would know how macho her daughter is, mengharung hidup ini. poyo lah! pastu my phone pon rosak. walawei..gile trajis!

here's a few recaps yg me nk wat...

Hari sukan= hari tanned sedunia. i have to suffer a month n sampai skrg kegelapan idup ini. gile kejam!


Hurayyy! Bro fai nye bday n Wed Qila cute-darl-charming-prince n princess (sedeyh tak dapat cupcake yg cute tue je) make my day!

MSSM chess(adakah aku terer main chess? jengjengjeng. mari lawan!)- kisah klasik yg menghitam putihkan idupku. sobsOb...

ada lg satu.. Amirul Haikal. tapi tak sempat nk tgkap gambr my new bf tue. amirul haikal, jgn nakal2. nnt pukul krg!

ok, sape free n nak g holiday, sile ajak me k! i need ME!!!!!

p/s (bukan utk tontonan umum): pendek, gemuk, hudoh?...ordinary? warna ijau tua? suke ati dikau la... bahagia kah bgtu?

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~we r over~