Epic times two.

Salam!
Yup. It's school holidays and there are tons of idea emerging inside my head. I try to pick one up but most of the time, it ends up falling back deep into the back of my head. Hehe.

But this morning when I was waiting for my KLIA transit train to Bandar Tasek Selatan, i noticed something interesting that trigger me to write again.  

At that time, I was sitting alone at a long bench, ( it's 9 in the morning on Sunday, what did you expect?) eating my subway while looking jealously kat orang-orang at the opposite platform; those people who leisurely waiting for KLIA express, behind the glass with air-cond while me, here, feeling hot and trap under the red concrete, dengan suasana suam2 kuku, kepenatan~~ (Gosh, i should stop complaining!) I had a mouthful bite of the sandwich when suddenly my eye caught a man wearing khaki shirt and short, holding a plastic spoon and a fork. I paused. With his orange luggage bag on his lap to support a plate, he was actually, eating there! -EPICCC! In the middle of all those mat salleh people tau! With rich brats, and yeah, ada gak la org2 yang biasa macam aku nie yg slalu last minute kne naik gak situ..

and if i should guess what he is eating from here, it would be... nasi lemak. - DOUBLE EPIC!

* I'm sorry if I feel this is fascinating. Consider me, lame. Lalala~~~

by the way, i did snap his photo, tp nnt i violate dia punya privacy kan. tak nak la. hehe.

Happy Birthday Sayang!

Alast! Despite my chaotic work life with programs and papers, i managed to organise a surprise candle light dinner for his birthday.  Alhamdulillah. If you ask me, where was this, it's at MS Garden, Kuantan. by the pool lagi. Hehe. Tapi candle tak berjaya hidup lama sbb angin kuat. Haha.I sempat beli hadiah birthday yg die nak sangat. Remote Helicopter! Penat nak pikir yg mana satu nak beli. That's why it's hard to find present for guys. I did not manage to get a nice shot because i forgot to turn on my candle light mode for my phone. Hehe. I plak, syahdu je bila ckp psl masa zaman2 muda dgn dia dulu kat skolah. Hehe.. So, meh la pakat ramai2 wat suprise or g dating ngan spouse masing-masing. Syok kot!

The smile on your face means the world to me, sayang!

Biskut Kering Milo Panas

My mum has a funny way of making sure her grandchildren are always happy. She makes sure she stuffs them with food and her fav snack ialah Biskut Cap Ping Pong dengan Milo Panas! Yeehaaa!.

Kakal and Atif do love it!

First kakal, then Atif.

Yeah! Eat that!

Kakal kenyang and got back to his Ultraman! 

 Atif happy sambil shuffle.

Result : A hyper and happier grandchildren.

Hopefully Ahmad Hanif likes it too. And future Mikhail. Ahaks!

La Senza Lalala

Outing with Angah and Kakal is not an easy task. I just wanted to go to Daiso to buy some stuff. We went out in the morning, but i was only able to reach Daiso later that evening. Semua sbb angah! She dragged me into La Senza dan some other shops yg dia takmo g alone and spend hundreds that day. Crazyyyy!

At La Senza, the night gown are awesome, yet a bit pricey. The bras and panties, i did not have time to take a close look at them.I am satisfied with Pierre Cardin so far, so takpelah. Nnt jadi kaya raya baru buang duit. Ahaks!

So, i main je la ngan kakal. Hehe.  

Happy Birthday Adik!

Happy Birthday Adik! Yup! She's 14 and growing! Hehe. 

Alhamdulillah, the celebration took place kat Al-Rawsha Restaurant. Book awal2 ok, sbb ramai org suka datang cni especially weekend. Here's the number, 039200660. Makanan sedap la. Tapi, kalau nak compare, makanan arab kat Jalan Damai tue plg sedap, tapi dah tutup. Hehe. But still, workers diorg sgt ramah and helpful. Siap tlg tutup kipas sbb nk pasang lilin k! Mangat tak? The celebration lg best sbb kesayangan hamba, En. Razif ada. Ahaks! Malula~~~.

Angah bought satu kotak besar warna pink dgn stationary yg banyak and semua pink! Ok.. I jeles! As for me, I bought undergarment for her. Hehe. Nampak tak obsesi i nie?o_O

Semuanya because kitorg nak pujuk dia masuk asrama kat kelantan! Pandai tak strategi pemujukan jurus rasuah angah nie? So sweeettt. Hoho.

 


   

Yup..kalau ada abg fairul lagi best.
p/s: We Love you Adik!

LCCT to KLIA

Gosh! I know. Dah berzaman tak post anything here. Hoho. Today, nak share a bit about travelling lah. Oh! Post pasal my trip to Holland kne hold dulu. Manyak kerja mau setel ooo.. Hehe.

Hari tue nak g from LCCT to KLIA. Google and cari info, tapi tak banyak yg ckp cane. So, eika main hentam je tanya org and go with the flow. Sape2 yg taktaw, nie nk share la nie.

The answer is simple. ' Ada shuttle bus  kat dpn Coffee Bean (LCCT) to KLIA' . Easy kan? 

These shuttle buses would wait in front of the Coffee Bean @ LCCT, to take u to KLIA Bus Stop inside the KLIA building. From the bus stop too, you can take the bus to LCCT, and to other destinations.  From LCCT, there are 3 buses which offer this service. PLUSLINER NICE, INTER LINK and one more I’m not sure. I am not sure about the fare too but the last time i took the shuttle bus, it was RM 2.50 to KLIA. 

So, there u go. Have a nice trip!

Oh My Salmon!

Ewah, ewah! Hari nie, Chef Eika nak ajak masak. Jom!

Sbb en. Razif suka salmon, kenalah blaja masak salmon. Chef eika pon beli la filet salmon kat Giant Kuantan tue. Not bad. Cari masa tgh restock, mesti fresh. Satu filet leyh kerat 2.

First time, just masak dgn salt and basil. Emm.. Ok. Tak cirit. Hehe.

The second time pulak.. Scramble eggs and salmon. Tak click tapi individually each dishes boleh tahan. Ewah! 

Yang last try nie epic sket. Salmon and Creamy Carbonara with Mushroom. Mana satu appertiser pon tahlah. Dua-dua masuk mulut. Ahaks!

Nak masak lagi la. Kalau ada resepi best, leyh share k. Nak masuk Masterchef. Heee!

Panic Mode: On

There's a lot of things to do. and it's damn hard when i'm in Kuantan and most of the stuff that is need to be settled is at my house kat KL. With all extra works when it's the end of the year lagi, imagine bila all year work kena review and tutup balik. hurm..lebab aku. how i wish i have extra help. preparation masih banyak tak buat lagi. Hopefully boleh full speed dalam 2 minggu lagi. InsyaAllah.

And sbb i super-human kan, i buat semua benda sendiri. In two weeks, i'm going to kacau all my siblings and bff, guna Mode Panic. Alhamdulillah, boleh kacau Fyeera and Ana. Hehe.. Sib baik boyfriends, opss male friends dah kahwin and yg lain2 duk jauh, kalau tak.. you all kne tolong i wat pelamin taw!

Panic Mode: On.

i Miss My Flight!

Ok. Stupid! i know.. This thing happened a few weeks ago. On the way g kenduri Afira Kamil. And to make matter worst, i went and bought a new tic only to find that i could actually go to the Customer Service Counter and take the next flight for half the price. Brilllliaaannntttt! Bijak kan?


So, what should you do when u miss your flight?

Kalau tertinggal flight;
1) Slap your face and say... "Gilo! You should take KLIA express instead of KLIA transit, and bertolak 3 jam awal sebab jalan KL mmg cam hampeh jam!"
2) Do not call your parents or boyfriend because they are going to make things worst.
3) Go to the customer service counter instead of bertanya pada org di check-in counter, yg blurrrr. If you are lucky, they can fill you in the next flight with half of the price. InsyaAllah. Well, at least, dari kne bayar penuh..
4) If the ticket for the flight that you miss tue a return ticket, inform them not to cancel your name for your return, takut dia consider you tak pergi. Kadang2 ada gak yg sengal gtu.
5) Go for a drink and calm yourself down.
6) Do not be stupid and miss the flight again.

So, jangan lupa buat web check-in, self check-in or mobile check-in first to skip the waiting line untuk check-in (for yg ade hand luggage je la). So now i really need an ipad. Thank you.

The Tray

Hari nie rasa nak kongsi pasal hantaran pertunangan hari tue. Just share,  mane tau boleh tolong future bride-to-be ke? En. Beri bagi 5 tray hantaran, so i balas 7.

Barang-barang i kepada En. Beri were as such;

•  Sireh Junjung (menjunjung adat)
• Carrot cake (tak cantik sgt on tray tapi En. Beri & Fam request)
•  Laptop ( as birthday present too)
•  Perfume set (Mont Blanc & Davidoff)
•  Fruit
• Harrods Cookies (Sedap!)
• Kemeja Kerja

Barang-barang En. Beri kepada i;

• Sireh Junjung + Ring on it
• Cupcake
• Perfume Set (GucciByGucci)
• Watch ( By Michael Kors)
• Fruits

So barang-barang hantaran nie i wat sendiri je. Save bajet! Tapi En. Beri tempah dengan his aunty. Nie die punya FB,  Azie D'Touch. I suke kot fresh flower yang berlambak die letak tue. Hehe..

So, i guna barang basic je nak buat hantaran nie

• Tray besi bentuk petak
• 2 jenis bunga, 1 besar, 1 kecik bersama-sama dengan daun skali.
• Reben 3 jenis
• Flower paper untuk buat reben besar
• Shredded papers yg boleh dapat kat mane2 kedai bunga.
• Gluegun
• Barang-barang hantaran

Assemble it all and jadilah the hantaran. Not so extravagant tapi i rase cute and puas hati, sebab usaha tangan sdr and my angah n BFF, Fyeera did help too.

Good luck!

REviEw_the engagement

To say that i was happy that day......ABSOLUTELY.
But there's this greater feeling that i felt too- EXTREMELY NERVOUS.

i would consider myself good jugak la bab2 jadi pengapit or orang kanan for friends yang nak tunang or kahwin. when they mcm blur or confuse nak wat ape, i guide them.

and i tot i can handle my engagement well as i have the experience. but yeahhhh, when you are going to wear the ring that day, experience means nothing. i was absolutely consumed by my own anxiousness and seriously, i was shaking.

owh, you'll say, it's just an engagement right? Ok. i poyo. Fine.

But.... You know how garang orang kedah are right? don't take this wrongly, but i am extremely afraid of Razif's mum and fam members......

Ok, you can laugh. Whatever.

Tapi yang paling kelakar was, i had 3 photographers from Dunia Mereka who really tried their very best to make me smile and pose for my photo. they really made my day la. They all sgt mesra and kelakar. Kurang sket my nervous tue. and their photos are gorgeous too. i like them. (^_^)

Huhhuh.. so, i pray that i'll be calm and relax for the nikah n sanding nnt. Gulp! Wish me luckkk!!!!!

Yeahhh!

4.6.11

i began to accept the fact that i am not a beautiful person since i was 4 when one of my cousins said,

"Dulu ko kecik mmg semua suka sbb ko comel. tapi skrg dah besar, ko tak cantik. aku taknak kawan ngan ko".

and later, more harsh words were ejected to me by others; gemuk, mata sepet, pendek, makcik tua and so on. most of the time, i would just smile, laugh and swallow it as if it doesn't hurt me. tho sometimes it does.

what more to be compared to my beautiful sisters who are completely different from me.

Yes, i'm no beauty queen, i'm not worth it, i'm not perfect. i accept that....and still learning to be thankful for everything that i have.

When Mr. Razif, greeted me for the first time 10 years ago, i thought he was one of those who was going to bring my spirit down and judge me. Yet, he proved me wrong.

Thank you dear Razif, for bringing out the best in me and giving me all the happiness i have ever wished for.

and i am sorry for not being a perfect person.

Hopefully, Allah swt will guide us and bless our relationship. Hopefully, our love will grow stronger and we would love and be loved forever. InsyaAllah.

Here some picx from our engagement;

i was extremely berdebar and terketar2 k! It was stressing and a relief at the same time.

Gambar kontroversi atas katil. yeap, maybe we were a bit like mcm nikah dah. tapi en. photographer yg surohhhh!

Thanks to dear friends and family for the big help. gambar takde lg so, dpt yg ade kt fb jer.

Thanks to those who prayed for us and keep on praying for us.

To Be or Not To Be

Alhamdulillah, tadi dah habis Kursus Induksi KISSM. Giler dah lama tak amk exam, tuptup kne study hape smua, naik giler dibuatnye. Skrg baru la eika egat mcm mane rasenye jadi student. Funny right? it's just a few years back but things are easily forgotten. Hurm..

i'm looking forward for this mid year school holiday. Hopefully, the event goes smoothly. InsyaAllah. Pray that everything is going to be okay, yea...

HuhHuh...i miss you dear kakal!!!

Tawakkal

Siapa yang tidak melaluinya, tidak akan memahami maksudnya, Orang-orang yang pernah hidup dan bertawakkal, dia akan mengetahui tentang keajaiban bertawakkal, Bila hati insan bulat kepada Ya Rabb..
" Ya Allah, aku serahkan urusan ini kepadamu Ya Allah"

"Cukuplah bagi kami Allah, Dialah sebaik-baik tempat diserahkan urusan" Surah Ali-Imran ayat 173

Holiday!!!

it's a holiday again! yeay!!!!


Lalalalalala..


to KL-Kedah-Kuantan.

KKKKKKK!

Reset

oh! gosh. yes, it's zaman kejatuhan. bleak and ugly.

pull yourself together eika.

i need a new pillar. i do.
a new chapter.
a new beginning.

is there any reset button that i can press?

goshhhhhh...

if ever there's a regret in myself, there's this one thing. i just wish i did my degree somewhere in Aussie or UK. you know why? so, i would have a place to run there, far away from people i know. because being alone right now, and looking at strangers are the only things i need. plus tgok mat salleh hensem. wow! urm...

maybe i should learn Arabic. pak arab pon hensem jugak. wahaahaa.

urmm...

God, grant me forgiveness for all the sin I've done and bring me back to the path to Jannah. Amin.

Sabar

it means swallow, don't speak and put a fake smile.

gosh.. banyak giler pahala...

Listen

i think one of the hardest things to do is to LISTEN.

no..it's not easy.

even i fail to listen sometimes.

So please, listen to her. Listen.

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't Listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen...

Random

What's really funny about heart it, when it is hurt, mend it QUICK. or its mechanisms will be going to be very difficult to understand.

Home

Some guys (credit to mr. nazmi for suggesting this-some) are not good with promises. and some girls take words so seriously as promise. When it is not fulfilled, thunder roars and rain showers the earth. Pathetic!

It is indeed a busy month. i can count how many times i am able to sleep at my normal hour which is eleven. it had been nights that i slept around 8 and woke up at 5.30 in the morning. i ended up being among the first to school.

it was stressful but this week, i learn a new thing. taking the responsibility to take care of my younger sis until next week surely gives me a new idea on how to be responsible. i am even eager to go back home because i want to make sure she's safe. to do so means, i have to cut my time for movies, hanging out with my colleague and taking my own sweet time to do window shopping and other works. i just want to fulfill her needs and to make sure she's safe. i can't sit well if i tak msg and call her. gosh! i am so not ready for this. hopefully mummy will be back early next week. ahaks!

i miss my family. Now i know that nobody will treat you better than your family does. nobody can accept you the way you are like how your family accept you. i cry happy tears each time i make jokes around, with my sisters (sebenarnya gelak menggila sampai keluar air mata, especially ngan angah) and nobody will laugh as much as they did. and having a very nice and pleasant brother in law like Abg Fai is a bless. i look up to him on how he can handle problems well, show me how to think positive and he always knows what to do. i can always rely on him. he never takes things for granted, and takes care of us well. he always knows how to make life interesting and enjoy our time together by doing lots of fun activities. he makes us smile. he respects my parents and makes people want to be better. he teaches me a lot. he loves my sister and compromises with her weakness. surely ibu and ayah bring him up good (abg fai's parents). they pon people yang i like to be surrounded with. i hope to find a husband like him and even better! maybe ade la jugak time when i am irritated with him but that is so damn jarang! hehe. ok, nie sudah lebeyh.

My Backbone

My Heroes

Cute kan?

Lovely ibu and ayah. ibu's advice mmg sgt berguna.

Err...gambar nie takde kaitan dlm entry nie..

Urm.. i want to go home....